It's been quite a while since I've updated this site.
So, what I can say is that I am pretty confused ever since the start of classes. I'm experiencing the so-called 'anti-social' syndrome, which is really against my own character.
Dating back from May 22,2006, I was still very lazy to attend my class, but life really didn't permit to cut classes as it is the right thing to do. This day is the day I'm adjusting my schedule because it had the '6-hour break' curse, and I won't allow that to happen. So, this is really a day of hassle for me.
Then, for the 2nd week, everything's still pretty smooth, even if I had constant doubts regarding my decision-making abilities. My social life is really not going well too because I'm having a hard time dealing with people
For the 3rd week to 5th week from May 22 (excuse me for my bad grammar, if ever), the reign of the exams began to shroud my whole space, and some of these exams gave me the 'chills' because I am not sure of what I am doing. In other words, doubt again. Also, some activities are not in favor of me, yet I must still participate. (Just guess what are these activities.) But, one change is that I get to know new people. This 'knowing of people' incident is still not a very good one, as it only happened through coincidence and I don't know how did I get to know them. (Weird...)
As of now, I'm in the 6th week of my school life, and I can still expect more from whatever life is going to throw at me. I'm really confused right now, even I'm in front of my monitor doing things...
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