Stuck / Wrapped

It's already late right now, but still had work to do.

So, it was rainy this week, and classes were suspended on this week's Monday and Tuesday. even with these 2-day vacation, it was still not enough to finish my tasks and remove my doubts. I felt doubtful this week on most of my decisions, yet I must muddle though all of the things around me right now. With minds not set very well, it is really a challenge for me right now, and even as I post here, time is running fast, and my ideas were not fast enough to race with time.

This is it, the worst thing I think right now is how to get out of the "hole" I am stuck in these days.

Work / Fear

A short entry for today's post: I am feared to see the result of my work this week, and I leave to God and the flow of things. Quite an interesting chapter of my life this week. :D

Red / Fire

Eyes are important to us, and it is about time that I get my eye strain yesterday. It feels uncomfortable to have one eye getting strained (the eye is color red), and worst of all, it disabled me a lot. I didn't get to finish more things than usual, and it also had the feeling of getting "burned".

For today, I just wanted to remind myself a simple matter - to avoid eye strain, and of course, to let me know that having the gift of sight is a blessing, and should be use properly. That is how important the eyes are.

Desperation / Doom

Yesterday, it was a "doom's day" for me because I am overwhelmed by the difficulty of the exam or rather by my shortcomings such as missing an easy task or flunking the hard ones. I can only say that I really wanted to make that day as another pointer for me to strive harder, and achieve the maximum.

Despite the circumstances yesterday, I began to realize that my doubts once again stopped me from succeeding. These words written now might be one-of-a-kind in my everyday life. But, that doesn't change the situation despite expressing my thoughts into verbal form. So, I will just simply forget this "doom's day" and start something new.

For today, it is raining violently and flooding continuously, despite the typhoon's going away from the country according to the news media, and the worst of all, classes are only called off when it reached the time that floods had already disspated, and not the times when the floods are high. Now that classes are called off, it is time to recover some things, and make way for all things.